A blogger on the TV news website said it best. "In our small corner of the world, this trial is of epic proportions". Another step in our rural loss of innocence was taken today. The jury returned a guilty verdict Tuesday after 3 hours of deliberation, and handed out the death penalty this afternoon to the young man who killed our Sheriff in 2005. Might seem strange to you in the UK for me to blog about it on this forum, but for one I need to write something somewhere and I also think it gives some insight into our society, a society that is not only different from yours, but in many ways different from the urban areas on the east and west coast of our country. We still live in a part of the world where there is respect for law enforcement officers, and our tolerance of those who would kill them is fairly low.
In our county, there are many sections(sqare miles) with no houses. In truth, most of us know everyone else. We had always felt quite safe here, didn't lock our doors or take our keys out of our vehicles. Meth has changed all of that, and one January morning in 2005 a shock was delivered that would change us all forever I think. A young man we all knew, who had been in and out of trouble for sometime, shot the Sheriff, a man we elected, who didn't even have his gun drawn. When the police team went in to get him out of the house, the same young man, high on meth, emptied the gun into their shield, then put his hands over his head and surrendered. What a surreal sight it was, farm fields and pasture as far as the eye could see, with a tiny frame house surrounded by 67 marked police cars and who knows how many unmarked ones and 3 helicopters circling. The school was locked down, roadblocks set up everywhere. It let us all know we may be 100 miles from a city of any size, but violent crime can still reach us. Murder happens everyday in places like New York it seems, and it isn't that unusual for police officers to be gunned down in the line of duty. We thought it could never ever happen here, and we were very, very wrong.
There were 4000 people at the funeral, hoping to get some closure. We really didn't get it there. We hoped to feel better after this trial, I for one thought I was all for the death penalty. Strange as it seems, I feel much sadder now than I did the day it all happened. There will be no happy ending to this story I guess, just another milestone in a society moving increasingly the wrong direction.